A Good Day

Today is a good day. I can’t say the same for yesterday but today is a good day. I woke up and still felt like I hadn’t slept in weeks but at least my head wasn’t pounding and I didn’t immediately want to throw up. I woke up craving pancakes which was a nice change because yesterday the thought of any food or liquid made me immediately hurl. Adam is driving to the halfway point where we always meet his mom to hand the kids off. I feel insanely guilty that my good day is on a day that the kids aren’t here. I know me sleeping all the time is affecting them and of course the one day I feel okay enough to eat pancakes and sit upright and be downstairs and not in my bed, they’re not here. Quinn would have so much fun roasting me about how horrible I am at Roblox over pancakes.

I spent my time downstairs belly laughing to Harry Styles & James Cordon making a music video to one of his new songs. It feels good to laugh after these past few days. It’s nice to feel normal and to enjoy something as simple as breakfast on my living room floor while watching YouTube.